I wish I had the energy to fill you all in on the roller coaster ride that is our lives lately. Ah, but the rehashing seems to weary me a little more with each telling. Suffice it to say it took me a year to gear up for Randy applying for an Interim Manager program with his company. Then once I was on board, I was ready to go for June. Well, we spent from January to June praying, researching, evaluating how we were going to live on the road for the next two years. I stopped taking on sessions beyond June, I turned down fall weddings, I began packing up shop, so to speak.
June came and went. And Randy was not accepted. This was a big shock, but he was given the opportunity to interview again in August for possibly the October session of applicants. We had another month to wait, only to find out it was another “not yet” answer; he’s still in consideration for January, but there is no guarantee that he will get in. We don’t know what’s going to happen with his career, but I do know that I still feel peace about taking a Tesoro Photography hiatus.
I will be doing some mini sessions this fall, and a handful of other sessions that have already inquired, but really, that’s it. Indefinitely.
That’s right, Tesoro Photography will not be available for sessions beyond those I am booking already, and then the mini sessions I will announce this week.
No, I’m not quitting. Just taking a hiatus. It’s time. Time to spend doing pre-school with my kids. Time to play without the burden of photo shoots to edit on my back. Time to regain some creativity. Doing projects like those I’ve found on Pinterest. Time to clean and organize and purge and pack. Well, maybe not. 
If we are still here after January, I think the earliest I foresee re-opening shop would be March.
Yes, it’s scary. I mean, what if all the people who like me to take their pictures find someone else wonderful and never come back? What if we’re here and don’t move and Randy has to find a new career path and we need to use photography to put food on the table? Well, we’ll cross that bridge when we get to it.
I am content trying to rest in knowing that God is in control. I read a very great blog post today by Ann Voskamp that spoke to my soul.
“It could be this way: that I cease seeking to escape pilgrim life, that I embrace the journey, that I not want any different road for my life than the road He winnows.”
And this:
If I only hope when things look hopeful, isn’t my hope cliche, posturing?
I’m only truly hoping when all is hopeless — otherwise it isn’t hope.
My true hope is in Christ. And this life is passing like a vapor. I know I can rest in that wonderful truth. Where we lived, and how great my photography was —these don’t matter to me like how I treated my children: did I nurture them, spend time with them, love them well? Did I have my priorities straight? Was I a woman who feared the Lord, who rested even when worries swirled about me like a whirlwind?
I don’t know who all of you are. I know I have a lot of followers who I don’t know– (i.e., who are you in New Hampshire?) But, I hope this is not a surprise given my gradual withdrawal over this year. I will be taking more photos for me. For my family. For fun. I may or may not post them here. I am still trying to figure it out. Nonetheless, I appreciate your following over the last three years.
I will post the mini sessions date and times this week. Please let me know if you are interested in booking.
Blessings to you all.
by Melissa-Tesoro
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